haha :D

when he walks beside me , aww he's handsome today :)
after a few minutes , aww shit , he's already have girlfriend.
okay , forget him -.- haha

speak now :)

i am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends, and her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid, somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not what you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream where I stand and say

Don’t say yes, run away now
I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor
Don’t wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out and they said speak now

Fond gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march
And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me, you wish it was me
Don’t you?

Don’t say yes, run away now
I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor
Don’t wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out and they said speak now

So don’t say yes, run away now
I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor
Don’t wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out and they said speak now

I hear the preacher say speak now or forever hold your peace
There’s the silence, there’s my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me
Horrified looks from everyone in the room
But I’m only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

Don’t say yes, run away now
I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor
Don’t wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out and they said speak now

And you say lets run away now
I’ll meet when I’m out of my tux at the backdoor
Baby I didn’t say my vows, so glad you were around
When they said ‘Speak now

waa , lamanya tak update blog :)

hye guys , since eyeryone know the school already open :( ee , malasnya , malasnya , malasnya. can i not go ? please , i dont want to go :( but i must know the reason why every parents send their children to school. i cannot disappointing my mum and dad. i must succes my examination with flying colours. i must work harder, so i can be very rich one day. i can buy anything i want, i can travelling wherever i want, i can have a very big house with all af my family stay together :) i can decorate my house, i can put all white furniture because i love it :)  i can wear very fancy dress, i can wear sparkling high heels, and i can buy cute bracelet.i want to have a life like this one day, i cant keep quiet, i must work something for my future. i must make my parents proud of me. i wish all this will come true :) i will love you school !

im not lonely :)

                                                 sometimes im jealous with this -.-

                                                        
                                                        but i prefer with this :)

                                   im not lonely at all. even sometimes i have to go anywhere alone.
                                      i never care to have boyfriend now. i love single life :)
                                                its okay boys , i dont need you now.