hmm :|

i am in my room and thinking about you :( i've been listening to sad songs lately. i dont  know why i am became like this. im always  not in mood either. i dont feel like want to study for my exam. i dont feel like want going anywhere. i was lying on bed all day and listen teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift. im just trying to sleep and forget about you , i pretending the world is mine. im tired become like this.

he call me for so many times , but i dont feel like must to pick up his call. i put my phone away , away from me even from my room. i dont care , but i miss him :'( yeah , miss him a lot. but i dont want to disappointed for twice. i cant do nothing. and then , i received a text from him. saying that , he need me , he miss me and he want to see me. i didnt reply his text until now. he's not mine. i must pleased with everything happen. i felt sad when thinking about his text , got tears in my eyes when i read it. dude , im a girl who scare you will break my heart again. im sorry :/