im just me.

sitting in my room alone last night. im bored. seriously bored. nothing to do that time. my house are quiet , vey silent than usually. feel like nobody in my house. i try to find something fun to do on youtube. but nothing fun there. i wanna text him , but i dont want to be call 'bataksangatnakdia'. since nothing to do , i open my sejarah book and start read it. after 20 minutes i guess , i fell asleep. and when i woke up from my bed , i check my phone. and got two text from him ! im happy but i dont think i should reply it. got tears in my eyes when i read it.  i dont understand how a relation should be. sometimes :(